Saturday, February 11, 2012

My Constellations

"You  are the brightest of stars, you are the highest of all...You came into my life, like the eagle's soaring from the wide open sky."

There will be a time when you will be sitting alone in your garden sipping ice coffee and smelling the hot air in the late afternoon looking around you admiring the leaves moving with the wind and there under the jasmine pot your small kittens nursing with their mommy then you look upon the blue sky beyond and you said to yourself, "God I am not lonely anymore.  I found the apex of love with your Grace o God and I am grateful for these pleasures You granted me."  And you realized that this new found inner revelation,  these feelings become possible to exist all because you have found the love of your life one that you have been looking and waiting for all your life and you know that he knows that you love him and he knows that you know that he loves you. With this solid feeling inside you, you know that you can face the world with all its madness and ridiculousness.  You can handle all those stupidity human kind can put forth.  You will stand tall against all oddity and impossibility that the common beings not able to face.  You will see the beauty in all facets of creations and forms.  You can stop and ponder amidst the commotion at the public place.  You may even lose some of the wrinkles on your face.  Your eyes shine and twinkles.  Your cheeks become rosy and your walks become livelier. How fulfilling is your life when such is your achievement.  Even when the subject of your heart is never nearby.  Blessed is the one who have reached the constellation.  The apex of love. 

Life is all about having to live it to the best of your ability with the help of peace in mind and soul which can be derived from having a balance lifestyle of the inner self , the physical outer beings with anyone third party who can be people outside your loop.  How big is your loop is up to you to make the choice.  To have a successful relationship is to have first and foremost a peace of mind. The very nature of a human being is to love, be loved and stay in love.  This is the basic requirement.  It is the nucleus.  All other matters in a relationship circles around the feelings and realization of knowing love, expressing it and living with it.  It gives the peace of mind.  A peaceful mind is nutrient to a healthy body and emotion. It brings dynamic to the self. Love is the essence in life but to found the apex of love is the greatest success ever.  As Rumi has expressed in his beautiful poem,  This is Love.

This is love: to fly toward a secret sky, 
to cause a hundred veils to fall each moment.
First, to let go of live.
In the end, to take a step without feet;
to regard this world as invisible,
and to disregard what appears to be the self.

Heart, I said, what a gift it has been
to enter this circle of lovers,
to see beyond seeing itself,
to reach and feel within the breast.

There it goes, people.  Reach for the constellation.  Create and build your circle of love. Construct until it becomes.

Friday, February 10, 2012

Words & Love.

"the time for putting the alphabets on the surface of the blank slab and the utterance of more words  for others to hear and understand has long past..
to find meaning in what one is doing is forever ongoing; the demands for more words of meaning are deafening at times."

I am uttering the feelings of being at lost with words when all that's needed to be said have all been said.  All the time that have been spent in the cave of 'getting-to-know-thee' 'knowing me-knowing you' have taken all the energy of one who has made it an objective as his or her effort to know 'love'.

In other words, I am saying that one will be at a lost of purpose if one continues to have a relationship purely and solely based on words spoken through machine transmission per se can be the most taxing process if such process runs for months and months without any certainty of ever meeting the subject of one's attention eye to eye!  It is a true test of perseverance and loyalty indeed.  Have any of you people expedience such a relationship?  Rarely, no?

Building is indeed an uphill task for many.  Identifying the type of building to build, the design, the landscape and the  materials to use are all mind boggling exercise.  But how can we avoid such complex process of the human uttermost important part of his her life? Avoid it as much as you want to but you can never be able to run away from it.  As, the essence of life is LOVE. No one can run away from love. Have you ever tried people?  Tell me if any of you have indeed done it.